Sequaciousness

If you’re wondering, yes, that is indeed a real word. I didn’t just make it up out of sheer and utter boredom like the many other words I like to make up and throw at random people out of the blue. It’s fun, by the way, making up and throwing big bombastic words at random people. The expression on their faces as they try to decide whether it’s a real word or not is priceless XD It makes them look all stupid and dim-witted for a while HAHAHA.

Anyway, sequaciousness means to go with the flow, to see where the tides may bring you and to allow it to drift you along with it.

It’s a word that I’m coming to relate with very well.

I used to think that I’ve got my life all planned out. I remember vividly the pre-PMR days when I would be texting Jenny (my other friend, not my roommate) telling her where I see myself after high school and everything. And where I am now, it’s the furthest possible place from that fantasy I had pictured myself in.

In a way, I guess I should have seen this coming. Nothing I had ever planned out works. Something somehow just always gets in the way and if I’m lucky, all I have to do is to sidestep it a little and continue on the current path, having lost all but a little more time than I would have liked. Most times though, whatever crops up isn’t as generous and completely changes my entire course of planning. When that happens, it is not only my plans that get off-set. Often, my entire masterplan does too. And that’s what sucks the most.

I’ve changed my mind so many times about the things I had thought I wanted, I honestly am losing the picture I used to be able to envision so clearly. Whatever’s left in the pheriphery of my mind of what used to be a laser sharp blueprint, is this grainy faded overexposed Polaroid, one that’s been left out in the sun for too long, too many times.

Ask me what I want out of life merely two years ago and I would have been able to confidently recite my answer to you word for word. Ask me now, and I’ll say I’ll have to get back to you later, if only to buy myself more time.

I really do not know what I want at this point. All I know is what I do not want, and that definitely doesn’t make it good enough.

On a completely unrelated note, Sean Faris is really really hot XD So hot I completely sidelined the bowl of cereals that I was eating while watching him punch the shit out of the latest guy who made fun of his dad tehehehe. We all know how I’m a complete sucker for bad asses =D


The entire angry teenager with the tormented soul carrying with him on his shoulders the death of his father and the responsibility to do what’s right, all the while attempting to live up to his single mother’s expectations thing he has going on in “Never Back Down” totally adds to his appeal. Bonus points that he works out in the fight club in basketball attire!

I can just die when he smirks and cocks an eyebrow in apathy and indifference whenever he finds the person he’s talking to to be mentally challenged. Even Channing Tatum’s got nothing on him, man. I’ve always thought Tatum looked a little stupid – kinda all brawns and no brains, what with his huge biceps and small head XD And what’s with the squint?? Get some contacts if you can’t see. Geez.

Thank God Faris has these big brown eyes of the smoothest swirling molten chocolate that I can just drown into sweet, sweet oblivion in…

*sigh*

4 Comments
  1. LOL! told u Never Back Down was awesome n have hot guys. XD
    I should find more movies like this for you to watch. 1st was Liam from 90210. Now is Sean Faris. :)

  2. Oh, my interest in Liam has faded a loooong time ago thank you very much tehehehehe. Eversince you told me he eventually becomes one of the good guys.

    good guys are oh so boring. Pfft.

  3. Hahaha. well according to TV.com Ryan n Kelly is trying to help Liam get back to the right track or path or smtg la. :) well at least u have Sean Faris now then.

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